I remember when I used to hang out on IRC, and a different tone of conversation would happen in every window. My mood would change right along with the window switching — happy, sad, happy, excited, intense. I used to code alongside this, and be able to flip from focused to not. I haven’t been able to do that in a while. I think it comes from not fully connecting online as much as I used to — and I am again, finally, and it feels like an important part of me is back.