Geek Angst Poetry.

My {office,home} is

{overflowing,drowning,brimming} in a

{sea,ocean,river,torrent} of {disused,rejected,ancient} {computers,monitors,printers}.

It dreams of {rest,death,collapse}

There is no love.

They are cast off, from a {corporate,greedy} world.

Rejected.

Torn.

Alone.

514

I just got off the phone with my old employer Aaron! Really good talk about the world and stuff… and wow.

The world is a really tiny place.

513

I remember after the sweat-lodge at Camp, coming out, and even though I was covered in dirt from sitting on damp ground for hours, looking up at the sky, and having a water-bottle dripped on my face, on my body, and the feeling was that of being utterly new, pure and clean inside, and the sensation so intense it was as if I’d never felt rain or water-drops or grass under my back before.

512

nightlarke pointed out that the Dragonsinger book by Anne McCaffery is a powerful coming-of-age piece. It influenced my life a lot, and even more so, Sassinak shaped a huge piece of my identity.

511

Pictures of Jem is Love

510

The dock now supports workspaces intelligently. This makes me pleased.

509

angry_otter mentioned this flash animation, and it made me happy too.

508

If I had a spare lifetime, I would save a bunch of money and put together a recording studio in a big warehouse building where you wouldn’t expect it at all. More likely, I’d take up the huge space with all sorts of projects: A recording studio, an art workshop, perhaps a wood and metals shop, too.

507

All the Rammstein in my music collection was given to me by anandabrat, whom I fell in love with talking about Classical music. Almost all the soft soothing music was given to me by a grouchy curmudgeon who I respect a lot. See a pattern here?

Infection!

I got tagged by, surprise to me, tsunobrat. Here goes.

Total number of books owned

Two hundred or so — I’ve always been the sort to read things borrowed, rather than owning them. At age 13, though, the circulation count on one of eight stickers on my library card was 2,500.

The last book I bought

“Programming Ruby”, by Andy Hunt, Dave Thomas, et al. At the same time, “The Deltoid Pumpkin Seed”, which I haven’t had a chance to read yet, and promptly loaned to a friend.

The last book I read

And had time to finish, “The Left Hand of Darkness”, by Ursula Leguin, I think.

I keep starting “Quicksilver”, but I keep getting distracted just before it gets good.

Five books that mean a lot to me

  1. “The Left Hand of Darkness“, by Ursula Leguin. It deals with gender identity issues quite gracefully, without being entirely about them;
  2. “Ender’s Game”, by Orson Scott Card, because in addition to being really good, reminds me of someone who goes by the name Petra on occasion;
  3. “Speaker for the Dead”, by Orson Scott Card, for being among the most juicy philosophical books in existence — enough so that a book reading club of mostly old ladies who hate science fiction can read it, enjoy it, and have the best discussion of the year about it;
  4. “Winnie the Pooh”, by A. A. Milne, also for its philosophical qualities, not to mention the wonderful memories of reading it with anandabrat. Honorable mention to ”And Now We Are Six” for good childhood memories. Contrariwise, I did not enjoy “The Tao of Pooh” very much, since it ends up talking about philosophy more than simply illustrating it.
  5. “Wonders, Inc.” for best childhood book. It’s where my sense of punnery developed from, aside from my father.

Infect five people

Also waiting for pseudomammal and julieclipse but I dun tag them because vruba already did. doni_dyke01 is also sure to have a good list.

505

I just read a very insightful article on statistics and programmers. Go Zedas.

What the hell?

This on AIM, via the Jabber gateway:

myfriend@mygateway: Hello. This is an Aim control setting. We’re sorry to bring to you that you have deleted from one of our clients buddy lists. We would like to being fact that we are now advertising new movies a music. Our website features all the latest artists. Have a wondeful day. http://www.aol.com

Has anyone ever seen this before?

503

When forced to use windows, at least it’s possible to make it look okay.

Windows, only pretty

502

The Dock’s coming along.

Dock -- no title, centered at bottom of screen

It’s finding and (hackedly) focusing entire apps now, not windows. It skips things it should skip.

501

I would rather be guilty of caring too much than caring too little.