I remember why I don’t eat Bear Mush (cream of wheat or whatever).

It’s because I cannot focus at all afterward.

I’m annoyed that I haven’t had a dream that I can remember in probably a year. I don’t think I’ve had more than a handful since moving out of Colorado. I think that’s sad, even if my waking hours are dreamy.

I just watched Waking Life. Darn good film.

Dirty Pretty Things is amazingly good. It’s also dark, disturbing, and occasionally hard to watch.

It put me in a weird mood all night. I really liked it, but it’s Björkishly dark and scary.

I got Ruby on Rails working last night. It’s not that friendly to RPM, so it took some heavy patching to get it installed, but it works now. It’s pretty amazing, even if it doesn’t embody some of what I consider best form in Ruby.

Finishing my database project has given me the free time and impetus to start working on my business again. I’m glad to be doing it, and I’m starting to build a todo list a mile long.

I just came out to someone unintentionally. Oops.

Three things I wish had been implemented in CSS much earlier if at all:

1. An `underline-style` property.
2. `position: fixed;`
3. XPath selectors
4. And not technically CSS, but the `<object>` tag, and CSS support for it.

I woke up feeling lost and abandoned for no reason at all. Then I realized I was feeling ill, and that’s now the most pressing thing on my mind. Bah.

One thing I really like about Zack is his ability to talk in metaphor while not losing track of what he’s really talking about.

I talked to Max this evening. Things are better.

How many people have had a point in their lives where they realize they can have their emotional safety or physical? Which would you pick?

Which is “you”, what’s in your head, or what’s in your clothes? What do other people know you for? Do you like it? How would you end the sentence “I am me because _______.”?

It’s funny that I posted more on LiveJournal while it was down than I have in the last two weeks.

I spent an hour tonight talking a very tripping and paranoid person through a bad trip. It’s really scary.

Worldflag.org is up. Go look — it’s cute, and it’s a project that needs to get off the ground.